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Originally Posted by Johnny Heinonen
are you denouncing your own kind 
lol, but I agree completely... |
Ah, but I'm not an athiest.
I totally believe in God. I just don't believe in a lot of other stuff....... But that's the good part. At least it is for me. I think there is something out there WAY bigger than me. How could you have eyes and not see that.....however, if someone wants to be Atheist, or Muslim, or Taoist, or Hindu, Jewish, Pagan...on and on and on......I'm good with that. What drives me el nutso, is to have people tell me, "You will burn in hell" because I'm not seeing things exactly like they are.
I hate to see pretty natural photos get all tossed up in moral stuff. The Taliban would be even "more" moral about that stuff. If you can see a girl's ankles, you need to take it to the "private forum". I know there has to be a line somewhere. I do. I get it. But when things get shoved down my tonsils, I freak out about it. Hell, my own avatar should be taken off because I'm showing my bra. God forbid. Scandal!
I live a neo hippy kind of life. I came by it rightously. My parent where hippies. So to me, walking around naked is a natural, beautiful thing. Even when I'm feeling fat or whatever, I know that this is the body God gave me, and he wasn't putting people in Polo shirts back in the day. I don't impose my body on others. But it's not like it's a secret thing either. The people who are invited to my home, will most likely get comfortable. If being in a sweater makes sense because it's cold, they'll be wearing one. If it's hot, and we want to wear nothing, that's good too.
I look at ever single day, simply amazed that the earth is so completely wonderful. I can spend hours looking at a flower and wonder how it came to be. I watch my Koi swim around and wonder what it must be like to be them. I journal alot. I live my little simple life, and I try to mind my own business.
And then, I feel that sometimes, I get blindsided by good intentioned people who insist that I should live my life, their way, in my own home. I can only view certain photos that they declare to be viewable. I should only believe "their way". I should "repent" for questioning things.
I know I'm a good, honest, person. I don't only give money to the homeless, I get my ass out there and pass out food. I recyle. Everything. I grow my own food, and compost my own household waste. I give money to churches (hehe) and mentor battered women. I've never thrown away an article of clothing. It's given to shelters.
Yet, I'm told all the time, it's been shoved down my gullet actually, that I'm not a "Christian" so I'm going to hell.
I'm thinking that if that's the case, I might meet more than a few Christian friends there......